AHHHHHHHHHHHH

so as it turns out i will be applying for permanent residency

and to have enough points i will have to take the IELTS test

so most of Nov will be cramming for my Japanese Proficiency Exam

and then go back to HK to do IELTS

worse of all

i'll be spending heaps of my parents money

since i'll be coming back to Australia

doing an expensive graphic design course

what to do? i've got this guilt on my heart.

but now: NEED TO FOCUS ON FINISHING WELLL

3 more weeks of uni.

here we go