going on mission

Hmmmmmm
i wonder what God has prepared for me
I feel quite unprepared for this trip
I have a habit of jumping into trips without really thinking about the consequences
This was true with choosing to go Australia for University
This was true with going to Vancouver for exchange......
It's not courage really
it's ignorance.

And this time: mission to Kunming.
Didn't think too much. Was just quite interested after hearing about it. And it fitted with my schedule.

Hmmmm...........
but I really hope that God will open my eyes
and let me see more

さ．．．あそこ、何を見えるかな。。。

Please please do pray that God will open my eyes and my heart